Getting too big

I cant believe how big Chase is getting.. he is no longer a little baby... he is truly a big boy now... it makes me sad and happy at the same time. I miss the baby stage. but I am loving the big boy stage as well.. he thinks he is an adult, it's funny. the only baby thing he still does is still wear diapers. he is showing some interest in the potty but not a whole lot. Here are some pictures from this weekend.. Daddy taught him how to water the garden and lawn, and he thinks he needs to wear daddy's shoes and gloves when going outside to "work and fix things" (he says)...
He put this bag on by himself then we thought lets make it have eyes and arm holes.. he loves it..

There he is watering the lawn.. and the trampoline....he is too cute
he thinks he is too big.. wearing daddy's shoes and gloves

2 years already....

On June 3,2008 my siblings and I had to help make one of the hardest decisions we've ever had to make. Our brother Cory had been in the hospital for four days and was not doing so well. After having high hopes that dialysis would help our worst fears came when the doctors said that it didn't. He had toxins in his blood stream, blood clots in both arms and legs, and so many more awful things. It started out as one problem that lead to so many many more. They couldn't even tell us if he did come out of it that he wouldn't be paralyzed or suffer from mental problems. The whole situation seemed so unreal. He was only 37 years old.I cant believe it had been 2 years. It seriously seems like yesterday. Me and Cory had our special times when he let me move in with him to his new condo for rent free! How awesome is that. So we became so close the last 3 years. He will be forever missed but never forgotten! My siblings were so wonderful to go last year and get his temple work done....I know one day we will see eachother again. Love and miss you Cocamo!